Tuesday, May 07, 2002

Nicoliolio,

I learned unbelievable amounts from you tonight.
You are very honest with your emotions. That's a fact.
I am not. Yet, I am amazed that when we get on a nuance where
we plumb both sides, we are nearly inverted, like ac/dc.
Weird.
Yet wonderful.

I fail to recognize over and over again how sensitive you are.
Makes sense when I really think about it. In orgasm you are so incredibly sensitive.

It is fascinating that we can both be on a subject and see it from so many sides, yet never ever agree.

I still believe we are the ebb and the flow. The sparks happen during slack tide and the rest of the time we are uncertain. I can only imagine what it would be like to have you in my arms once again.
Merde. The fight would likely continue, until we settled into a peaceful sleep in each others arms.

Thank you for this night. I was able to fully see that the dance has not ended, yet the band has gone home for the night.

Sweet dreams of flying machines and confusion on the run.

hb